Ronnie's first sex story

Ronnie, actually was 9 yrs old, means when he was just a child he had a strange feeling, due to some things he had no idea of, that distinguished him also from other boys, the thing that constantly made him thinking of himself, as an abnormal boy,  and he had a sense or many emotions that related  not to boys, which always made him thinking of himself whom  he belongs to?!, his behaviors, manners, likes and dislikes assured him to feel like that or sensing strangeness of himself, he couldn’t answer those questions but through his openly behavior  was reflecting a sort of what he felt  as answers for his thinking..!

In  that early age he gradually started many times touching himself like a body of a girl in a boy appearance, and  to whom females attracting, he  begun attracted to.. just a spark of something like imagining of naked bodies or a sex-related talking was enough to turn him on, to make the inside feminine feelings agitated , he can recite the first story and how  that happened with him like this:  once  when he was playing with  some kids  ..it happened  one of those boys said, while referring to a big boy in their quarter named Hamze as a gay, he still has no idea what is that meaning of Gayness,  then he got  the answer from one of his fellows. Ronnie knew that Hamze but  had never talked to him..Who so called gay was around 16-18 years old, after that tale Ronnie begun thinking of him more and more..  In a day while he was alone, he saw Hamze by himself  heads to the rocky mount  which was located near by  their district, and  some diabolic ideas begun plying in Ronnie’s soul commanding  him to go and follow him to the mount out there, Ronnie begun  enjoy thinking  as a caprice of having sex that very day, that’s to thinking  of Hamze a sissy feeling  aroused inside him, then and finally his emotions pushed him forward and  to go up there to meet him.. So after a while he found himself sitting by him,"  Hamze asked: "whats made  you coming here?, Ronnie answered “some boys debating  about you saying you are a Gay, is that right ?" yes I am,”do you know what is Gayness? Hamze asked, and Ronnie  replied "NOT REALLY,",  then Hamze said do you know how? and he held Ronnie’s hand told him come on I will teach you but not here, and added lets go over there, and Ronnie with embarrassment agreed, and after taking a shelter Hamze started taking off his pants then ordered Ronnie to do the same," let touch each other , Hamze  asked  and approached to make his tool to reach out Ronnie’s mouth, come on suck it  mine first," Ronnie thought  having sex with him will take his  pleasure of him, but Ronnie was too young than can get sexually gratified, Hamze had a huge cock the first time Ronnie  startled of seeing his cock, with embarrassment while he was trembling of a sort of pleasure and fear..  he did what  was  ordered to him, until then Ronnie enjoyed, later while the guy caught his bare butt, and when he thrust his big cock inside him , Ronnie felt ache, that's penetration hurt him, he tried to stop him but Hamze didn't allow and he also  threw his pants far away, so he couldn't reach it,  Ronnie had no choice but let him until finishing what he want, it took him a WHILE and  changing position to do so, and only when done with him, was permitted to  pick up his pants, then let him go," to Ronnie that was something like raping especially during the act Hamze was forcing him to stretch out his ass hole every time he penetrated, he wanted that so to smoothly put his dick inside him as well as Hamze got more excited of looking at Ronnie being humiliated while offering sex,  thence and later on he begun threatening Ronnie  if he doesn't go to him every now and then, so that way   Ronnie  was submitted and had to go to him whenever Hamze liked, that way  he thought him the habit how to do it and at last Ronnie used to it and  begun enjoying and that Hamze became his favored to play around with, later he was  voluntarily went to him every while  the girly feeling imposed  on him to act the way like a sexually gratified  female!